I am DONE with all this chemo. I am not liking how it makes me feel. Friday was my worst day, as expected, and the rest of the weekend slipped away as I slept and felt sickly. I hated my life this weekend as I read all of my friends' Facebook posts about all the fun things they did over the weekend. And all I did was sleep, throw up and feel nauseous. I am ready to be well and enjoy being healthy. I must say, what I am going through puts "having good health" into perspective. I have taken it for granted and hope that I can convert to a healthier lifestyle when this is all over. Reality has set in and it will be a struggle to stay positive and upbeat through all this.
So that is how I was feeling Monday. Today, I am still drained and running slow from allergies or a cold. We are going to Chicago over Labor Day weekend to visit John's family, and I so need to feel better for the drive and all the activities planned. I definitely do not want to be a party-pooper. I'm planning to go back to work on Tuesday and will hate to feel like this a lot of the time while there. It will make for long, hard days.
The hair on my head continues to grow and my stubbles are getting longer, so last night I asked John to shave my head to make it smooth. He never thought he would be doing that. It feels much better now when I lay my head down. But now my wig keeps slipping. Ugh!
Those are my random thoughts for the day.
Hugs!
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